About

Hi! I'm Blu!
I'm aro/ace and identify as fictosexual(only attracted to fictional characters)
I won't go into my life story, I'm just a depressed millianial who seeks comfort in fiction.
I use MS Paint and paint dot net only for drawn stuff and MMD for 3D stuff.

Things i like

Comfort series

Tales of Zestiria

Hear me out! Hear me out!

I know the opinion is split on this game and I get it! BUT! This was my very first Tales game and every time I play it, it feels like I'm seeing old friends again. It's also my first JRPG that I played all the way through.
The game play and story should have been done more IMO, I feel like we didn't see enough for a Shepard traveling the world. In Tales of Berseria it felt a lil more. . .full? This was fixed in the anime to me.

Mairmashita! Iruma-kun

Will I make a shrine so I can infodump about it?
Maybe.

A 14 yr old boy gets sold to a demon by his scumbag parents and becomes that demon's grandson. A boy whose only focus in life was to survive, suddenly had to think about what HE wanted. It started as raising his rank because he didn't really know what else to do. but turned into wanting to do anything he possibly can to stay in the netherworld with the friends and family he loves.

Kid is terrified of his friends finding out he's human and abandoning him and I identify with that. I have major abandonment issues and not just abandonment issues, but abandoned and then replaced.

I love reading this series so much, he's grown as a character.

I have adopted Iruma he is my son now
I also LOVE the aesthetics of this series like it's so pretty and it's perfect for me.

Iruma goodies for you

Until my shrine to the whole series is done this is for any fans who want something to slap on their site.

Mairuma fan blinkie:

<img src="https://file.garden/Z2hbEnh4dWVjq8YL/mairuma/Mairuma%20fan%20blinkie.gif" width="350">

Iruma bottlecap:

<img src="https://file.garden/Z2hbEnh4dWVjq8YL/mairuma/Irumakunbottlecap.png">

Clara bottlecap:

<img src="https://file.garden/Z2hbEnh4dWVjq8YL/mairuma/cclarabottlecap.png">

Azz bottlecap:

<img src="https://file.garden/Z2hbEnh4dWVjq8YL/mairuma/Azzbottlecap.png">

The source of the bottlecap template is here

Vent blog?

?? Ok I quit art recently, and I just need to post about my thoughts and stuggles because I do still have ideas and get inspiration but I can't do anything with those idea and it kinda just fucks me UP.
You can see this however you want, I just want a place to vent, you can see it as depressing, you can use it to help you with whatever you're feeling with your art or you can ignore it.